independant queen working for her throne.
"I will never change myself or who i am, for someone.
I can not make anyone like or love me, i can not make anyone stay with me if they wish to leave.
Treat me with respect, or else i will be the one leaving you."
-elsie xo.
welcome to my world.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
INTENSE FRIDAY
i'm exhausted, yesterday was amazing and intense. i fucking love you guys, HAMMER. It was so intense, not even kidding. As soon as i came home i just dropped and passed out on my bed & slept for 12+ hours, and now im awake and STILL tired, crazy. FUCK, school's in a week and i'm fucked i swear, 1. i dont even know where my schoool's at 2. i dont know how im getting there first day 3.i dont even know what time school starts or if i will be able to wakeup early nuff. shiiiet man.
Anyways, who wants to reach dt sometime this week get at me! :)
ps. he's sucha sweetheart<3
5:59 PM
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Some quiz website..
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
TRY IT! I found it mostly right,
My answers:
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Here is the analysis:
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
So true. :(
My answers:
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Here is the analysis:
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
So true. :(
12:22 AM
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
booooring.
Is it just me or are all the guys these days major jerks.
If you don't agree, try and prove me wrong, most of you guys only like me for my physical appearance or try using me. Most of you are major tools, like come on, i know there are unique, interesting, caring guys out there, they just don't pay attention to me because like everyone else,
they judge me by my appearance, they think im a shallow dumb pretty girl who's biggest issue would be her hair.
I hate it, don't judge me until you get to know me.
11:49 PM
Life is getting boring
This weekend was awesome! Slept over at Sam's, late night walks downtown & pizza, speed shopping & the dirty woodbine beach, which is DISGUSTING. I fucking love grand bend, its amazing, beautiful and so clean, if you haven't been there, you need to go asap before summers done. Anyways i got tank tops, tees & pink nike hijack mids, i still need to get those other kicks still, NOTE TO SELF; do not spend money on crap until those shoes are MINES! Anyways uhm, oh yeah so much beer and alcohol at the bbq, it was pretty jokes, but i got so many damn mosquito bites!!! ARG, & the guys had shooting practice, shooting at glass bottles and having them shatter. Schools in 2 weeks, HURRAY, i actually am excited, new school and all. My custo, graphic tees I DESIGNED, are hopefully done soon, the friggen ink is EXPENSIVE! My dad's doing all the crap thanks the non exsisting god, all i had to do was design them. Oh yeah i went to church with D, and being atheist, i have to admit somethings did make sence and got to me but alot seemed like jibberish to me, like seriously, there are so many beliefs about gods and crap, and how we all came to be and blah blah, i agree with science more then religous beliefs. & they were talking bout a "Judgement Day" where god will come and judge those who believe in him and those who DO NOT also, what? idk, it makes no sence to me, im not fully 100% atheist, but im pretty much on that side. I believe peoples futures are actions are caused by themselves or others around them, not some God, if you hit the lottery, you picked the numbers didnt you? You got lucky.
12:06 AM
Saturday, August 15, 2009
ARE YOU REAL?
Seriously, guys these days are major jerks. Most of the guys who like me or hit on me either
1. Know almost nothing about me and only like me because of my looks.
2. Are flirting with me to get me advertise them or something, because i have 2000+ subscribers on youtube, woohoo big woop.
Like so many times some guy would come talking to me, saying sweet fake things and few mins later, so i was wondering if you could advertise me ? Can you get me subscribers? etc.
Those guys piss me off the most. Most guys , the only thing they know about me is that i sing & they like my appearance. They don't care bout anything else, and they don't want to know anything else. GTFO. I swear, there are nice caring guys out there but they never seem to come my way, maybe they think im just a shallow dumb girl who only cares about her face. I hate when people assume shit, im actually pretty deep if you get to know me, But no one bothers. Nice guys, dont be afraid to talk to me or say hi. I wish i could meet one nice deep unique guy, it'd be a nice change from all these jerks.
anyways my plans for this weekend is toronto with d, and the beach, sleeping over at sams, coming home sunday night or monday morn. yess , a great time since i've been kinda down. anyways, i think im done, add me & nice guys, dont be shy. . i won't bite.
12:01 AM
Friday, August 14, 2009
BLAHBLAH
My internet keeps disconnecting every 5 mins because my dumb little brother messed it up somehow, ARG! Anyways yay its starting to feel like summer, i have nothing much to say or talk about right now except i updated, woohoo, add me. :)
2:38 AM
Find me.
watch me. ask me. stalk me.
after tomorrow but before today
July 2009 August 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010
we need more love in this world, too bad it's slowly dying.
guitar. music. animalprint. cellphone. ladygaga. texting. food. eddy. shoes. makeup. nails. dirtbikes. fourwheelers. superkidicecream. piercings. rings. billy talent. nevershoutnever!. smiles. photography. modeling. horrormovies. laughter. taylorswift. eminem. shopping. summer. wonderland. sleeping. hellokitty. marvelsuperheros. smoke. money. family. friends. facebook. ipods. tattoos. colorfulthings. hugs. eyelashes. dance. chickennoodlesoup. acting. spotlights. nickiminaj. barcadi. boyslikegirls. downtown. purple. party. cheese. fun. chocolatemilk. peace.
& the list increases or decreases everytime.
& the list increases or decreases everytime.