independant queen working for her throne.
Hello hello, my name is elsie. i'm generally a nice person, i don't see the need to be rude to anyone unless they are rude to me. I'm smarter then everyone thinks, but surely, no one gets that deep into me to know. I'm very emotional even though i may never show it, i over-think things too much and tend to think too deeply and into things. I always try looking on the brighter side of everything, time you can never get back, so why spend a minute frowning when you should be having the time of your life..being happy. all i want, is to bring happiness and joy to everyone, including myself. I don't care what others think and don't care for gossip, everyone makes mistakes, that's how you learn. I live life, how i want to.
"I will never change myself or who i am, for someone.
I can not make anyone like or love me, i can not make anyone stay with me if they wish to leave.
Treat me with respect, or else i will be the one leaving you."
-elsie xo.
welcome to my world.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
DAY1ofXMASBREAK.
Day one.BORING! Stayed home again, arg. i feel so trapped, im allowed to go anywhere but thing is there's no where to go and theres difficulty's to hang with people, blah is groounded, blah is out of town, blah has no money, etc. SO ANNOYING, luckily it hasnt snowed yet , hopefully it wont snow at all! Funny how there was only one snow fall and it wasnt even alot haha! Anyways ive been having many dreams about someone, and im not gonna lie, i like them, haha, they seem so realistic! oh my, if only if only. I could see myself with this person, no difficulties, which is weird from the usual guys. Those cute/hot guys i used to swoon over and obsess bout.. i dont see anymore, or at least for now, example, one guy i was crazy about comment on something of mines on facebook, i would have been excited and happy and freaking out that he pays attention to my exsistance. . not this time, i just looked it over like any other notifycation. no biggie anymore.. I hope things go out well, maybe tm will be more interesting. (YN) plus i wished on 11:11.. uh i kinda wished something but it related to each other.. kinda, so would it count as one or two?OH I HOPE THEY BOTH COME TRUE! ttyl guys later, who ever's reading, your a creeper.
xo elsie
12:05 AM
we need more love in this world, too bad it's slowly dying.
guitar. music. animalprint. cellphone. ladygaga. texting. food. eddy. shoes. makeup. nails. dirtbikes. fourwheelers. superkidicecream. piercings. rings. billy talent. nevershoutnever!. smiles. photography. modeling. horrormovies. laughter. taylorswift. eminem. shopping. summer. wonderland. sleeping. hellokitty. marvelsuperheros. smoke. money. family. friends. facebook. ipods. tattoos. colorfulthings. hugs. eyelashes. dance. chickennoodlesoup. acting. spotlights. nickiminaj. barcadi. boyslikegirls. downtown. purple. party. cheese. fun. chocolatemilk. peace.
& the list increases or decreases everytime.