ONE MISSED CALL FROM..

today turned out so shitty, i woke up late and tired (MORE THEN USUAL) today, almost missed the bus, ate an egg sandwich which ALWAYS makes me sick, i dont know why i eat it.. its soo good! i spent $, have bloody fingers and my phone screen just stopped working ! wtf! and then someone was calling me but since i couldnt see the screen i didnt pick up, LUCKY SOMEHOW, it started working again around 3 after me being so sad and scared to tell my dad it wasnt working.. and i noticed "ONE MISSED CALL FROM SUTHERLAND MODELING" FUCK! i was freaking out, and then lucky they called my momma and made an appointment for me , woohoo! i have to find something nice to wear , tomorrow dolly's coming over + sleeping over, wooo party in the usa LOL. Jeebus, im gonna be working hard this year, 4 modeling + talent agencies , my goal this year is to get SOMEWHERE. even if means just taking one step closer to my dream. I will get somewhere. I have to, i can't imagine life doing anything else. I dont know if thats a good thing or a bad thing ..